Signs of Enlightenment My Journey
This alone is one if the most difficult journeys one can take and must really be done alone. My journey and yours will differ because we are different and are amazing in different areas but need work on other areas.
My first Big Bang was as a child seeing spirit and my vivid dreams.
Every Wednesday as a child I would always think I would get into trouble every Wednesday I did.
I came from an oppressive back ground that women had one role and men had another. These relationships would remain until I connected with the Pleiadians and they taught me how to clear it.
Arguing with a friend and her losing all respect for me as I had wronged her and I felt my solar plexus blew open completely.
A friend dying and asking me through the aether to do something for him I swore and said no and my whole house was in darkness. They had blown a physical fuse as I blew them out spiritually.
Dreaming about my boyfriend cheating and being right every time. (Opening up psychically)
Seeing my dad three days after he died. He died from Black Magic. Having to learn how to spot this and release the energy back to source where Karmic debt us not due.
Understanding there are no coincidences.
Recognising I kept attracting in the same kind of man as my father, clones of him, never really showed love, put me down, made me fight for his approval and lost my self-worth. Learning how to clear this. Also attracting in clones of people I had hurt or had hurt me and had to work the differences out.
Kept on seeing spiritual stuff and delving into it and would scare me so I stopped then something would draw me back in after 6 months and the gaps got closer until being spiritual is now my way of life.
Losing so many friends, thought I was weird or I didn’t have interest in drama, t.v shows the things of the norm. I just didn’t fit In. Not fun judging people or laughing at them.
Difficulties being in relationships. I didn’t want to assume a role, be controlled or control. I wanted to just be. No lies, deceit just oneness. Hard to find in the matrix or maybe I have to work in myself more.
Stopped watching T.V
Trying to find God through religions and it not working.
Reading confessions of an an Economic Hitman by John Perkins and realising that most if not all economies in the world owned by world bank.
Reading Tranceformation America by Cathy O’Brien and seeing what my favourite pop stars had to endure this get there. I was devastated. I know so many kids who want to be pop stars but have no clue if the what they must go through.
Suddenly realising everything is staged or owned by someone in power. No one is actually free until one frees themselves. Seek the truth and be set free.
Everyone is waiting for someone to save them but we are our own super heroes.
Reading the Celestine Prophecy by James Redfield and his series of books. Learning about energy, stopped eating meat, that book changed my life.
Walking away from a career I hated but it paid the bills. I was so scared and didn’t surrender so ended up broke for ages. Didn’t believe in myself. Holding on to old values.
Reading the Bringers of the Dawn by Barbara Marciniak and understanding we are multi Dimensional beings. Another book that changed my life.
Tuning into crystals, using more herbs, appreciating Mother Nature and travelling.
Losing my house, car, job in the space of a year and being forced to find a new way to think. I was living through ego rather than real self. This hurt so bad. I was still holding on to old values felt like I was dying inside and one day I just surrendered. Read the book of Ra.
Went back to old haunts to release unwanted energy or just to be thankful for what I was taught.
My eating habits keep changing, currently only want raw foods. The more uncooked foods I eat the closer I become to source. Easier to connect as cooked food makes you dense and locks you into the third dimensional realms.
Reading Alchemy of the 9 dimensions by Barbara Hand Clow and having a bigger understanding of dimensions especially of the 5th dimension.
Keep seeing recurring numbers like 11:11 22:22 look up what these mean in Google will help you.
Thinking things and then happening
Coincidences and luck just being amazing looking for more as it’s so fun.
Walking a shamanic path after being in the secular business world. Learning not to care about people’s judgements.
Learning to read people using tarot, psychometry, talking to spirit, past life regression which showed me I was shamanic all my life times. 5 rhythms dancing. Travelling to Stonehenge.
Becoming a Reiki Master.
Mexico blowing me open and having an aura picture printed after to show my Mexican head dress of a past life.
After reading The Pleiadian workbook by Amorah Quan Yin doing the exercises that blew me open again. I felt so much pain of letting go. Tearful, angry, happy, sad, elated all sorts of emotions.
Meditating and my spine tingling my head feeling like it was going to explode and the energy surge stopping in my Heart Chakra and me realising that I had so much pain stored there the cosmic light is releasing it.
Having body aches for example in my knees and this being after not wanting to let go of past relationships and situations. Meditating and using cosmic light and my healing powers to rid of the pain. Self healing.
Understanding that physical illness is where something is spiritually wrong with you. In order to cure the body one must cure the mind and before that the emotional body and the soul.
Looking up what physical illness meant spiritually. ( Louisa Hay good for this)
Learning to work with the medicine wheel of the ancient red Indians. Balancing yourself in the following ways;
Physical side of yourself is the Inner nurturer (Prayer Direction South)
The emotional side of yourself is the Inner Child (Prayer Direction West)
The Mental side of yourself is the Inner Warrior (Prayer Direction North)
The spiritual side of yourself is The Inner spirit (Prayer Direction East)
Using the medicine wheel to learn to pray in four different directions. Understanding why this helps from the 9 Dimensions of Alchemy.
Understanding that Mother Earth’s core is a crystal. Learning to connect with Her.
Tuning into other energy sources I.e Sirians, Andromedans, Arcturians, Master healer Jesus, Pleiadians so much more.
Understanding I am energy.
Meditating and feeling earths core being able to sit with her and feel nothing but peace and gratitude.
When I meditate Sometimes I rock gently, violently my body has all sorts of spasms.
I will update you as I go on.
As lonely As it is as much as it hurts I can’t go back to who I was as the ego and the I am presence are 2 different forces.
The more you meditate the more you can differentiate the two.
We are spirit having a human experience when it gets hard you are resisting so just let it flow. It’s only hard if you think it is.
We are all in this together changing for the better; our lives are heading for deeper fulfillment and purpose. As you do you will find different ways to pass the time and may not enjoy things you have always done as much anymore. It’s fine, new pastimes will interest you just be open to what comes your way.